gettin lonely.

I am so lonely right now. The distance is getting more difficult everytime I see Colin. It's getting harder to see him drive away. I'm trying my hardest to not go there this weekend, since I'm going there next Thursday. We'll see if I can do it. Wish me luck. I need words of encouragement, cuz all I want to do is pack up & skip work & drive to see him, if only for an hour. I don't even care. :-(