frustrated

I'm frustrated.

How can I explain to someone how I feel without them feeling smothered, and without me changing everything about who I am? It's not exactly possible. Yes, I know I'm needy. And the weekends are wonderful. And I'm trying so hard to keep my distance, but one day it won't be so distant. And I can handle that. But the other 1/2. The better 1/2. I'm not so sure. I just don't want it to hurt when we're together all the time. Because being apart hurts enough.