I'm definately looking forward to this weekend. I've been stuck in the city for about 2 weeks now and I'm going crazy! This weekend, I'm headin to see Colin for Canada Day. And I'm staying there for 5 nights. I can't wait. This will be the longest we've been around eachother. PLUS he has 4 days off, as do I, so no worries about him going to work. I can't wait.
In other news, I'm loving my new position at work. It's got its ups & downs, but definately better than what I was doing before. I guess it doesn't really matter as I won't be doing it for long. I'll be moved in October-ish (if all goes well).
There's not really a whole lot else new. I'm thinking I'll have more to talk about after this weekend. Friday is 3 months for Colin & I, and I'm so excited I get to spend that day with just him. I think we're taking a trip into Lloydminster that day. Also, Sunday I'm playing in a slow-pitch tournament for Canada Day. And I'll be hanging out with Colin & his friends this weekend...should be fun. I'll have more to talk about later!
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Thursday, June 14, 2007
frustrated
I'm frustrated.
How can I explain to someone how I feel without them feeling smothered, and without me changing everything about who I am? It's not exactly possible. Yes, I know I'm needy. And the weekends are wonderful. And I'm trying so hard to keep my distance, but one day it won't be so distant. And I can handle that. But the other 1/2. The better 1/2. I'm not so sure. I just don't want it to hurt when we're together all the time. Because being apart hurts enough.
How can I explain to someone how I feel without them feeling smothered, and without me changing everything about who I am? It's not exactly possible. Yes, I know I'm needy. And the weekends are wonderful. And I'm trying so hard to keep my distance, but one day it won't be so distant. And I can handle that. But the other 1/2. The better 1/2. I'm not so sure. I just don't want it to hurt when we're together all the time. Because being apart hurts enough.
Monday, June 11, 2007
Exhausting weekend
Woops, 10 days without a post. Well, this one should be a long one to make up for it.
Friday I got off work @ 11am, waited for Colin to come here. He took me to Adina's for supper. Then we decided to go glow bowling. What a blast. I haven't gone bowling in forever. I figured I was horrible at it...haha, apparently not as horrible as I thought considering I won 2 out of 3 games. No, no I'm not rubbing it in, just bragging a little. Haha.
Saturday we woke up, and were thinking about going to the farmer's market. Well, it was invisible. I couldn't find it. I had heard it moved, and I couldn't remember quite where, but it was nowhere to be found. So if anyone has more information on this missing farmer's market, please, let me know. With no farmer's market, we went to pick up some groceries for our picnic, and proceeded to head off to the forestry farm. For those of you that know my facebook address, there are pics in there. We spent a good 2 hrs in the Zoo portion, and then went fishing and ate our picnic. No, we didn't catch any fish. I did catch a nice sunburn though. Man, was it sore. After fishing, we went to the new putt & bounce which is now open at Rucker's. I lost. Thats all I have to say about that. After Ruckers, we went to supper @ East Side Marios. Mmm...pasta. So yummy. (if you haven't noticed yet, we did A LOT this weekend). Colin & I went to "Knocked Up". Funniest movie. I recommend everyone go see it. Cute chick flick, and stupid humor for the guys (or girls like me haha). After the movie, we played pool at Modern in Sutherland until we got ahold of a few friends (2 of his drove in from Humboldt @ midnite!). We went to Whiskey Jacks until my group left and then we met his group @ the Deuce. But wait...there's more. McDonalds. And that was our Saturday.
Sunday was spent doing pretty much nothing except lunch, pet store, shopping, and being lazy. I made supper for Colin (just Spagetti & Meatballs). And then he decided to stay 1 more nite. Aww. He's such a sweetie. I still feel sorta bad cuz he had to be up @ 3:30 this morning to get back home for work in time. But at the same time, I'm so glad he stayed. That meant a lot to me. And as of right now, I'm exhausted, and I think I might be coming down with something. I can just imagine how tired Colin must be. I think I'm going to bed REALLY early tonite.
Friday I got off work @ 11am, waited for Colin to come here. He took me to Adina's for supper. Then we decided to go glow bowling. What a blast. I haven't gone bowling in forever. I figured I was horrible at it...haha, apparently not as horrible as I thought considering I won 2 out of 3 games. No, no I'm not rubbing it in, just bragging a little. Haha.
Saturday we woke up, and were thinking about going to the farmer's market. Well, it was invisible. I couldn't find it. I had heard it moved, and I couldn't remember quite where, but it was nowhere to be found. So if anyone has more information on this missing farmer's market, please, let me know. With no farmer's market, we went to pick up some groceries for our picnic, and proceeded to head off to the forestry farm. For those of you that know my facebook address, there are pics in there. We spent a good 2 hrs in the Zoo portion, and then went fishing and ate our picnic. No, we didn't catch any fish. I did catch a nice sunburn though. Man, was it sore. After fishing, we went to the new putt & bounce which is now open at Rucker's. I lost. Thats all I have to say about that. After Ruckers, we went to supper @ East Side Marios. Mmm...pasta. So yummy. (if you haven't noticed yet, we did A LOT this weekend). Colin & I went to "Knocked Up". Funniest movie. I recommend everyone go see it. Cute chick flick, and stupid humor for the guys (or girls like me haha). After the movie, we played pool at Modern in Sutherland until we got ahold of a few friends (2 of his drove in from Humboldt @ midnite!). We went to Whiskey Jacks until my group left and then we met his group @ the Deuce. But wait...there's more. McDonalds. And that was our Saturday.
Sunday was spent doing pretty much nothing except lunch, pet store, shopping, and being lazy. I made supper for Colin (just Spagetti & Meatballs). And then he decided to stay 1 more nite. Aww. He's such a sweetie. I still feel sorta bad cuz he had to be up @ 3:30 this morning to get back home for work in time. But at the same time, I'm so glad he stayed. That meant a lot to me. And as of right now, I'm exhausted, and I think I might be coming down with something. I can just imagine how tired Colin must be. I think I'm going to bed REALLY early tonite.
Friday, June 1, 2007
stress dreams
I had another dream last nite...this ones meanings were mostly stress related, so I won't post it. I just wrote my exam today @ work, so hopefully the stress will disappear now.
I'm going to visit the amazing boyfriend today. We're apparently going to the rodeo. I have not been to a rodeo EVER. So we'll see how this country turned city girl will handle it.
I'm going to visit the amazing boyfriend today. We're apparently going to the rodeo. I have not been to a rodeo EVER. So we'll see how this country turned city girl will handle it.
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