Well........
I GOT MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's right! Colin & I picked a house to buy, so in 23 days I will be moving! I can't wait. It's a very cute house. 2 bedrooms, kitchen with oak cupboards, and laminate flooring, bathroom with jacuzzi tub, 2 car garage. I am so excited. Scared a little too. I've been in Saskatoon for quite a while now. Big change. Huge step. It's gonna be worth it though.
Gotta go pack some boxes now.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Thursday, September 20, 2007
in 1 month...
Today I finally had a day off in the middle of the week. Kind of strange since my days off always fall on Sunday. It's kind of nice to be able to get some things done though. PLUS it's payday. So I treated myself to some Mr. Christie cookies & new shirts from Old Navy. Nothing real special or expensive, but I haven't had a present in a while now. But that's soon to change because in one month exactly it is...
MY BIRTHDAY!!!
That's right! I'll be Old. I know. Oh well, I get gifts, so I don't care! Ha!
The house shopping is coming along. If all goes well, I'll still be moved early November. Next week I'll know more. And I'll let you know.
MY BIRTHDAY!!!
That's right! I'll be Old. I know. Oh well, I get gifts, so I don't care! Ha!
The house shopping is coming along. If all goes well, I'll still be moved early November. Next week I'll know more. And I'll let you know.
Monday, September 3, 2007
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Too far away
I know, I know...it's been a while. Not that anyone ACTUALLY reads this anyways.
Things are...difficult. This last week was really hard with some discussions that were had. I'm not dealing very well with the distance of my relationship anymore. I thought I would get used to it, and it would get easier. But it's not. It's getting harder. And the end of October doesn't seem any sooner than it was about a month ago. I hate missing him. And I hate missing his family, and my family, and both our home towns. It's really hard to be stuck in the middle. I want to be one place or the other. Not in this stupid city.
But with that said, things as difficult as they are, I obviously am more in love with Colin than I've ever been with anyone. That's what makes it so hard for me to be away from him. I told his mom...that someday I'd like to marry him. And she seemed pleased. And when I told Colin that I told his mom that, he said that she already knows thats his plan. *insert girly excited squeal here* Things are good.
October please hurry.
Things are...difficult. This last week was really hard with some discussions that were had. I'm not dealing very well with the distance of my relationship anymore. I thought I would get used to it, and it would get easier. But it's not. It's getting harder. And the end of October doesn't seem any sooner than it was about a month ago. I hate missing him. And I hate missing his family, and my family, and both our home towns. It's really hard to be stuck in the middle. I want to be one place or the other. Not in this stupid city.
But with that said, things as difficult as they are, I obviously am more in love with Colin than I've ever been with anyone. That's what makes it so hard for me to be away from him. I told his mom...that someday I'd like to marry him. And she seemed pleased. And when I told Colin that I told his mom that, he said that she already knows thats his plan. *insert girly excited squeal here* Things are good.
October please hurry.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
no such thing as perfect?
About 4 months ago I thought my life was perfect. Only now am I realizing I was wrong. Things weren't perfect, they were simple.
My life now is perfectly falling into place as it should, but will a lot of blocks along the way. As much as I love the direction my life has taken, sometimes I wish it was easier. Less fights, more money, more time. Alot of the "less" and "more" applies here.
I'm not sure if there's anything I can do to achieve those. All I know is that I'm thankful for everything that has happened for me.
As long as things continue in this path (without so much difficulty), I will be a very happy girl.
My life now is perfectly falling into place as it should, but will a lot of blocks along the way. As much as I love the direction my life has taken, sometimes I wish it was easier. Less fights, more money, more time. Alot of the "less" and "more" applies here.
I'm not sure if there's anything I can do to achieve those. All I know is that I'm thankful for everything that has happened for me.
As long as things continue in this path (without so much difficulty), I will be a very happy girl.
Friday, July 20, 2007
no matter...
No matter how much we fight, I still know :
That I love him to pieces.
Can't live without him.
Would do anything to make sure that we're together forever.
I Love You, Colin. So Very Much! I never want to know what it feels like to be without you. I hope you can forgive me.
That I love him to pieces.
Can't live without him.
Would do anything to make sure that we're together forever.
I Love You, Colin. So Very Much! I never want to know what it feels like to be without you. I hope you can forgive me.
Saturday, July 7, 2007
As I sit here bored at work, I realize that a lot of people don't know the history of my relationship with Colin. It's really a fun story, so here goes:
Once upon a time, 8 years ago a friend of mine moved from my hometown to another small town close to the Alberta border. In September of that year (1999) I went to visit her. I stayed for about a week, and went to school with her there, met all her friends, etc etc. And then...there was a boy across the street. Yes, Colin lived across the street from my friend. And if anyone knew me back then, when I had a crush on someone, it was intense. Needless to say, I really really liked him.
The next day, my friend & I (and Colin's little sister) decided we were going to make drinks, and watch movies. We didn't really end up watching movies, we just drank. And drank. And drank some more. I ended up in my friend's basement talking to Colin. I won't go into details of what we talked about because I was 15, and looking back now, the stuff that was discussed was probably embarassing. Haha. Basically, he told me that he liked me. I had a "boyfriend" at the time, and had made my mind up that as soon as I got home I was going to call & break up with him. The next day, Colin had other plans. He decided because I hadn't given him an answer, he wanted to go out with someone else. He started dating a girl from the nearby town. I was upset.
After travelling back home, Colin & I stayed in contact. My friend & I, however did not. She liked him too, and was angry with me. We haven't spoken since. Colin & I talked on the phone a lot (to the point my dad took my phone away). There were times when he would call & we would "date" long distance over the phone (record was like 9 days), and then he would break up with me again. This happened about 4 times, until I decided I was done. I swore to all my friends that I hated him (I didn't), and that if I ever saw him again I would kill him. HA! Of course, I still had a mini-crush on him. I mean, a girl just doesn't get over a boy like that in an instant.
Fast forward to a few years later. Here I was, single, looking for someone to love. To the point where I had joined dating sites. So I'm browsing along and found a few dates. Horrible dates, I might add. I had lost hope, until one day...I happened to see a picture of someone who I thought looked like Colin. Or what I remembered of him. Just what I thought he'd look like now. So I clicked on it, and sure enough, he still lived in the same town. I was overcome with strange emotions...anger, happiness, and my heart was pumping like crazy. I added him to my msn so ready to yell at him, when he started talking to me and was super sweet. I was willing to be friends with him again.
About 3 days later, he calls me. At midnite. To say that he's on his way into the city because he feels like he needs to see me. Wait? WHAT! Is this the same guy I knew years ago?? Is he going to play me like a fiddle again? Well, after 2 hrs of freaking out, and midnite phone calls to friends trying to calm me down, he shows up. On my front lawn. Looking damn good. Just as I remember. And he walks up to me, and I give him a big hug...and he kisses me. Wow. I felt light-headed. But so confused. So I walk into my house and he follows me. Things were awkward as he sat on my couch with me, and kept telling me to hold his hand. I did. We had a good weekend, and I was thinking something was happening, but I didn't quite know.
He called me the day after he got home to say that he really wanted to ask me out, but didn't know if he should because it was too soon. I told him that if he was going to ask me over the phone, he had to ask me again in person when he saw me next. So he did. And I count from the day he asked me in person which was March 29th. Yes, I know it hasn't been very long, but I'm so much in love. It's amazing. I can't imagine being without him, and hopefully will never have to worry about that. I'm so glad that I found him again.
And that's my story. Pretty crazy huh?
Once upon a time, 8 years ago a friend of mine moved from my hometown to another small town close to the Alberta border. In September of that year (1999) I went to visit her. I stayed for about a week, and went to school with her there, met all her friends, etc etc. And then...there was a boy across the street. Yes, Colin lived across the street from my friend. And if anyone knew me back then, when I had a crush on someone, it was intense. Needless to say, I really really liked him.
The next day, my friend & I (and Colin's little sister) decided we were going to make drinks, and watch movies. We didn't really end up watching movies, we just drank. And drank. And drank some more. I ended up in my friend's basement talking to Colin. I won't go into details of what we talked about because I was 15, and looking back now, the stuff that was discussed was probably embarassing. Haha. Basically, he told me that he liked me. I had a "boyfriend" at the time, and had made my mind up that as soon as I got home I was going to call & break up with him. The next day, Colin had other plans. He decided because I hadn't given him an answer, he wanted to go out with someone else. He started dating a girl from the nearby town. I was upset.
After travelling back home, Colin & I stayed in contact. My friend & I, however did not. She liked him too, and was angry with me. We haven't spoken since. Colin & I talked on the phone a lot (to the point my dad took my phone away). There were times when he would call & we would "date" long distance over the phone (record was like 9 days), and then he would break up with me again. This happened about 4 times, until I decided I was done. I swore to all my friends that I hated him (I didn't), and that if I ever saw him again I would kill him. HA! Of course, I still had a mini-crush on him. I mean, a girl just doesn't get over a boy like that in an instant.
Fast forward to a few years later. Here I was, single, looking for someone to love. To the point where I had joined dating sites. So I'm browsing along and found a few dates. Horrible dates, I might add. I had lost hope, until one day...I happened to see a picture of someone who I thought looked like Colin. Or what I remembered of him. Just what I thought he'd look like now. So I clicked on it, and sure enough, he still lived in the same town. I was overcome with strange emotions...anger, happiness, and my heart was pumping like crazy. I added him to my msn so ready to yell at him, when he started talking to me and was super sweet. I was willing to be friends with him again.
About 3 days later, he calls me. At midnite. To say that he's on his way into the city because he feels like he needs to see me. Wait? WHAT! Is this the same guy I knew years ago?? Is he going to play me like a fiddle again? Well, after 2 hrs of freaking out, and midnite phone calls to friends trying to calm me down, he shows up. On my front lawn. Looking damn good. Just as I remember. And he walks up to me, and I give him a big hug...and he kisses me. Wow. I felt light-headed. But so confused. So I walk into my house and he follows me. Things were awkward as he sat on my couch with me, and kept telling me to hold his hand. I did. We had a good weekend, and I was thinking something was happening, but I didn't quite know.
He called me the day after he got home to say that he really wanted to ask me out, but didn't know if he should because it was too soon. I told him that if he was going to ask me over the phone, he had to ask me again in person when he saw me next. So he did. And I count from the day he asked me in person which was March 29th. Yes, I know it hasn't been very long, but I'm so much in love. It's amazing. I can't imagine being without him, and hopefully will never have to worry about that. I'm so glad that I found him again.
And that's my story. Pretty crazy huh?
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
gettin' out of here
I'm definately looking forward to this weekend. I've been stuck in the city for about 2 weeks now and I'm going crazy! This weekend, I'm headin to see Colin for Canada Day. And I'm staying there for 5 nights. I can't wait. This will be the longest we've been around eachother. PLUS he has 4 days off, as do I, so no worries about him going to work. I can't wait.
In other news, I'm loving my new position at work. It's got its ups & downs, but definately better than what I was doing before. I guess it doesn't really matter as I won't be doing it for long. I'll be moved in October-ish (if all goes well).
There's not really a whole lot else new. I'm thinking I'll have more to talk about after this weekend. Friday is 3 months for Colin & I, and I'm so excited I get to spend that day with just him. I think we're taking a trip into Lloydminster that day. Also, Sunday I'm playing in a slow-pitch tournament for Canada Day. And I'll be hanging out with Colin & his friends this weekend...should be fun. I'll have more to talk about later!
In other news, I'm loving my new position at work. It's got its ups & downs, but definately better than what I was doing before. I guess it doesn't really matter as I won't be doing it for long. I'll be moved in October-ish (if all goes well).
There's not really a whole lot else new. I'm thinking I'll have more to talk about after this weekend. Friday is 3 months for Colin & I, and I'm so excited I get to spend that day with just him. I think we're taking a trip into Lloydminster that day. Also, Sunday I'm playing in a slow-pitch tournament for Canada Day. And I'll be hanging out with Colin & his friends this weekend...should be fun. I'll have more to talk about later!
Thursday, June 14, 2007
frustrated
I'm frustrated.
How can I explain to someone how I feel without them feeling smothered, and without me changing everything about who I am? It's not exactly possible. Yes, I know I'm needy. And the weekends are wonderful. And I'm trying so hard to keep my distance, but one day it won't be so distant. And I can handle that. But the other 1/2. The better 1/2. I'm not so sure. I just don't want it to hurt when we're together all the time. Because being apart hurts enough.
How can I explain to someone how I feel without them feeling smothered, and without me changing everything about who I am? It's not exactly possible. Yes, I know I'm needy. And the weekends are wonderful. And I'm trying so hard to keep my distance, but one day it won't be so distant. And I can handle that. But the other 1/2. The better 1/2. I'm not so sure. I just don't want it to hurt when we're together all the time. Because being apart hurts enough.
Monday, June 11, 2007
Exhausting weekend
Woops, 10 days without a post. Well, this one should be a long one to make up for it.
Friday I got off work @ 11am, waited for Colin to come here. He took me to Adina's for supper. Then we decided to go glow bowling. What a blast. I haven't gone bowling in forever. I figured I was horrible at it...haha, apparently not as horrible as I thought considering I won 2 out of 3 games. No, no I'm not rubbing it in, just bragging a little. Haha.
Saturday we woke up, and were thinking about going to the farmer's market. Well, it was invisible. I couldn't find it. I had heard it moved, and I couldn't remember quite where, but it was nowhere to be found. So if anyone has more information on this missing farmer's market, please, let me know. With no farmer's market, we went to pick up some groceries for our picnic, and proceeded to head off to the forestry farm. For those of you that know my facebook address, there are pics in there. We spent a good 2 hrs in the Zoo portion, and then went fishing and ate our picnic. No, we didn't catch any fish. I did catch a nice sunburn though. Man, was it sore. After fishing, we went to the new putt & bounce which is now open at Rucker's. I lost. Thats all I have to say about that. After Ruckers, we went to supper @ East Side Marios. Mmm...pasta. So yummy. (if you haven't noticed yet, we did A LOT this weekend). Colin & I went to "Knocked Up". Funniest movie. I recommend everyone go see it. Cute chick flick, and stupid humor for the guys (or girls like me haha). After the movie, we played pool at Modern in Sutherland until we got ahold of a few friends (2 of his drove in from Humboldt @ midnite!). We went to Whiskey Jacks until my group left and then we met his group @ the Deuce. But wait...there's more. McDonalds. And that was our Saturday.
Sunday was spent doing pretty much nothing except lunch, pet store, shopping, and being lazy. I made supper for Colin (just Spagetti & Meatballs). And then he decided to stay 1 more nite. Aww. He's such a sweetie. I still feel sorta bad cuz he had to be up @ 3:30 this morning to get back home for work in time. But at the same time, I'm so glad he stayed. That meant a lot to me. And as of right now, I'm exhausted, and I think I might be coming down with something. I can just imagine how tired Colin must be. I think I'm going to bed REALLY early tonite.
Friday I got off work @ 11am, waited for Colin to come here. He took me to Adina's for supper. Then we decided to go glow bowling. What a blast. I haven't gone bowling in forever. I figured I was horrible at it...haha, apparently not as horrible as I thought considering I won 2 out of 3 games. No, no I'm not rubbing it in, just bragging a little. Haha.
Saturday we woke up, and were thinking about going to the farmer's market. Well, it was invisible. I couldn't find it. I had heard it moved, and I couldn't remember quite where, but it was nowhere to be found. So if anyone has more information on this missing farmer's market, please, let me know. With no farmer's market, we went to pick up some groceries for our picnic, and proceeded to head off to the forestry farm. For those of you that know my facebook address, there are pics in there. We spent a good 2 hrs in the Zoo portion, and then went fishing and ate our picnic. No, we didn't catch any fish. I did catch a nice sunburn though. Man, was it sore. After fishing, we went to the new putt & bounce which is now open at Rucker's. I lost. Thats all I have to say about that. After Ruckers, we went to supper @ East Side Marios. Mmm...pasta. So yummy. (if you haven't noticed yet, we did A LOT this weekend). Colin & I went to "Knocked Up". Funniest movie. I recommend everyone go see it. Cute chick flick, and stupid humor for the guys (or girls like me haha). After the movie, we played pool at Modern in Sutherland until we got ahold of a few friends (2 of his drove in from Humboldt @ midnite!). We went to Whiskey Jacks until my group left and then we met his group @ the Deuce. But wait...there's more. McDonalds. And that was our Saturday.
Sunday was spent doing pretty much nothing except lunch, pet store, shopping, and being lazy. I made supper for Colin (just Spagetti & Meatballs). And then he decided to stay 1 more nite. Aww. He's such a sweetie. I still feel sorta bad cuz he had to be up @ 3:30 this morning to get back home for work in time. But at the same time, I'm so glad he stayed. That meant a lot to me. And as of right now, I'm exhausted, and I think I might be coming down with something. I can just imagine how tired Colin must be. I think I'm going to bed REALLY early tonite.
Friday, June 1, 2007
stress dreams
I had another dream last nite...this ones meanings were mostly stress related, so I won't post it. I just wrote my exam today @ work, so hopefully the stress will disappear now.
I'm going to visit the amazing boyfriend today. We're apparently going to the rodeo. I have not been to a rodeo EVER. So we'll see how this country turned city girl will handle it.
I'm going to visit the amazing boyfriend today. We're apparently going to the rodeo. I have not been to a rodeo EVER. So we'll see how this country turned city girl will handle it.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
no will power
Yea, I didn't stay in the city for the weekend. I didn't think I would. When it comes to that boy, I have no will-power. And I'm going again on Friday for the weekend. I can't help it.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
don't try to make sense of this
This is going to be as broad as possible...
I feel like the worst girlfriend in the world. 8 days without, and then on the weekend I ruined that progress. And now it's been pretty much everyday since then. And I'm upset about it. Even though it's pretty much my fault. I'm so torn.
I feel like the worst girlfriend in the world. 8 days without, and then on the weekend I ruined that progress. And now it's been pretty much everyday since then. And I'm upset about it. Even though it's pretty much my fault. I'm so torn.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
gettin lonely.
I am so lonely right now. The distance is getting more difficult everytime I see Colin. It's getting harder to see him drive away. I'm trying my hardest to not go there this weekend, since I'm going there next Thursday. We'll see if I can do it. Wish me luck. I need words of encouragement, cuz all I want to do is pack up & skip work & drive to see him, if only for an hour. I don't even care. :-(
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
I Love...
I want you to know...
I love everything about you.
I love your blue eyes.
I love that you wear your hat backwards.
I love that you put ketchup on everything.
I love when you quote goofy movies.
I love how you cheer me up.
I love your hugs.
I love your kisses.
I love that you let me wear your shirts.
I love that you gave me"Cuddles".
I love how you look when you're watching hockey.
I love when you say "you know it".
I love your laugh.
I love your family.
I love that my family loves you.
I love how you smell.
I love how warm you are.
I love the way you answer the phone.
I love that you like steak sandwiches.
I love when you talk about our future.
I love your truck.
I love it when you wash your truck.
I love your ears.
I love your hands.
I love holding your hands.
I love when you lay in bed with me.
I love it when you call me before bed.
I love your air guitar.
I love your smile.
I love how you look in pictures.
I love your hair.
I love how you look in jeans & a t-shirt.
I love how you look in nothing.
I love your birthmark.
I love that you know how to calm me down.
I love your name.
I love that you're ticklish.
I love that you appreciate me.
I love when you sing.
I love the way you look in the morning.
I love when you don't shave.
I love when you say you love me.
I love everything about you.
I love everything about you.
I love your blue eyes.
I love that you wear your hat backwards.
I love that you put ketchup on everything.
I love when you quote goofy movies.
I love how you cheer me up.
I love your hugs.
I love your kisses.
I love that you let me wear your shirts.
I love that you gave me"Cuddles".
I love how you look when you're watching hockey.
I love when you say "you know it".
I love your laugh.
I love your family.
I love that my family loves you.
I love how you smell.
I love how warm you are.
I love the way you answer the phone.
I love that you like steak sandwiches.
I love when you talk about our future.
I love your truck.
I love it when you wash your truck.
I love your ears.
I love your hands.
I love holding your hands.
I love when you lay in bed with me.
I love it when you call me before bed.
I love your air guitar.
I love your smile.
I love how you look in pictures.
I love your hair.
I love how you look in jeans & a t-shirt.
I love how you look in nothing.
I love your birthmark.
I love that you know how to calm me down.
I love your name.
I love that you're ticklish.
I love that you appreciate me.
I love when you sing.
I love the way you look in the morning.
I love when you don't shave.
I love when you say you love me.
I love everything about you.
Monday, May 14, 2007
Crazy Little Thing Called Love
On Friday, I skipped 1/2 (hof, haha) a day of work to drive to visit Mr. Wonderful (who by the way, has a name haha...it's Colin). I got there, and had a fun Friday with him. I got to go for a ride in his truck. Which to some of you might seem lame, but I don't care...I liked it! I feel special that he wanted me to see his work truck. And wanted to take me for a ride in it. :-)
Saturday morning he got called out to work, then came back home & we went garage sale-ing with his mom. Saturday afternoon he got called out as well. So I spent the afternoon having a nap, and planting garden with his sister. Which I have to say is probably some of the most fun I've had in a long time. Reminds me of my home small town to plant a garden. I miss doing that.
And then on Sunday he got called out too. I was, of course, upset (yet again). Pathetic of me, I know. I should know better than to get upset at something that is going to make my dreams a reality someday. After he got home from work, we went to walmart & out for lunch. It was a nice drive to be able to go on with him. The alone time was nice.
So as horrible as I was feeling, I decided to let myself stay until this morning (5am came early) so I could spend 1 more night with him before returning to the stupid city. I worked all day(8:30-4:30), and ran errands after work(until 6), then came home. Only to realize how truely lonely I was. So I put on his shirt & some pj pants, grabbed the bear he bought me (don't laugh, but his name is "Cuddles"), and watched hockey. You know you miss someone when...
Yeah, I know, I'm such a sappy girl.
And on a final note...I saw THE house this weekend. CRAZY butterflies (or as Colin & I call it - PopRocks). It was the best scary feeling in the world. And now I wait...
Saturday morning he got called out to work, then came back home & we went garage sale-ing with his mom. Saturday afternoon he got called out as well. So I spent the afternoon having a nap, and planting garden with his sister. Which I have to say is probably some of the most fun I've had in a long time. Reminds me of my home small town to plant a garden. I miss doing that.
And then on Sunday he got called out too. I was, of course, upset (yet again). Pathetic of me, I know. I should know better than to get upset at something that is going to make my dreams a reality someday. After he got home from work, we went to walmart & out for lunch. It was a nice drive to be able to go on with him. The alone time was nice.
So as horrible as I was feeling, I decided to let myself stay until this morning (5am came early) so I could spend 1 more night with him before returning to the stupid city. I worked all day(8:30-4:30), and ran errands after work(until 6), then came home. Only to realize how truely lonely I was. So I put on his shirt & some pj pants, grabbed the bear he bought me (don't laugh, but his name is "Cuddles"), and watched hockey. You know you miss someone when...
Yeah, I know, I'm such a sappy girl.
And on a final note...I saw THE house this weekend. CRAZY butterflies (or as Colin & I call it - PopRocks). It was the best scary feeling in the world. And now I wait...
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
trying to make sense of it all
I had a dream last nite. And all I remember are bits & pieces. This morning I wanted to know what it meant, so I looked it up. All I remember is the gas prices being too high. Next thing I remember I was crawling thru tents in the rain as green & red tree frogs fell from the sky & stuck to my arms & glasses.
Here's what I got:
Gas Price : symbolizes your need to take better care of yourself. You need to be revitalized.
Rain: soon be cleansed from troubles & problems. Symbolizes fertility & renewal.
Crawling: indicates that you are approaching your goals with careful forethought & preparation.
Tents: signifies of a refreshing, but temporary change in your daily routine. You need to get away from the daily grind.
Frog: potential to change or do the unexpected. Suggests that you are taking major steps toward some goal.
Red: raw energy, force, vigor, intense passion, courage. Deep emotional connotations. Sexual impulses & urges.
Green: positive change, growth, hope, vigor. Strive to gain recognition & establish independence.
And what the heck does all this mean, you ask? The only thing I can think of is my "white picket fence life" beginning...
Here's what I got:
Gas Price : symbolizes your need to take better care of yourself. You need to be revitalized.
Rain: soon be cleansed from troubles & problems. Symbolizes fertility & renewal.
Crawling: indicates that you are approaching your goals with careful forethought & preparation.
Tents: signifies of a refreshing, but temporary change in your daily routine. You need to get away from the daily grind.
Frog: potential to change or do the unexpected. Suggests that you are taking major steps toward some goal.
Red: raw energy, force, vigor, intense passion, courage. Deep emotional connotations. Sexual impulses & urges.
Green: positive change, growth, hope, vigor. Strive to gain recognition & establish independence.
And what the heck does all this mean, you ask? The only thing I can think of is my "white picket fence life" beginning...
Monday, May 7, 2007
Proves It...Again.
On Saturday, Mr. Wonderful made my weekend! He sent me a text saying that he was thinking about coming to visit me. 3 hours later, and once again proven that I have the greatest boyfriend in the world!
He met my parents...and dad gave me "the nod". YAY! And my brother proceeded to tell someone that he was his "brother-in-law". WHOA! Yes, I like hearing that, but slow down. Gimme ATLEAST 6 months.
I started my new training today for work. More hours, more money. Maybe then I can help with the white picket fence fund. I sure hope so.
PS-Did I mention that I'm IN LOVE! :-)
He met my parents...and dad gave me "the nod". YAY! And my brother proceeded to tell someone that he was his "brother-in-law". WHOA! Yes, I like hearing that, but slow down. Gimme ATLEAST 6 months.
I started my new training today for work. More hours, more money. Maybe then I can help with the white picket fence fund. I sure hope so.
PS-Did I mention that I'm IN LOVE! :-)
Friday, May 4, 2007
Emode Quiz Results
So I did a test at www.emode.com to find out "Is He Marriage Material?" because I was bored. This is what it told me:
"YES! You've hit the love jackpot! Not only have you found someone you're absolutely compatible with, but it looks like he feels the same way.
We can tell that your guy is committed, attentive, and definitely good to you. From the way he handles himself to the way he handles you, he's definitely marriage material.
So if you're spending a little more time checking out engagement rings at jewelry stores lately or have found yourself getting an almost uncontrollable urge to flip through wedding magazines, don't let it scare you. It's completely normal. Admit it, you've already started planning, right?
Chances are this guy is everything you've been looking for — don't let him slip away!"
Like I needed an online test to tell me that...
"YES! You've hit the love jackpot! Not only have you found someone you're absolutely compatible with, but it looks like he feels the same way.
We can tell that your guy is committed, attentive, and definitely good to you. From the way he handles himself to the way he handles you, he's definitely marriage material.
So if you're spending a little more time checking out engagement rings at jewelry stores lately or have found yourself getting an almost uncontrollable urge to flip through wedding magazines, don't let it scare you. It's completely normal. Admit it, you've already started planning, right?
Chances are this guy is everything you've been looking for — don't let him slip away!"
Like I needed an online test to tell me that...
No Comparison
In one month I am more in love than I have been in my whole life.
Is that possible? Well it must be.
And I wish he would believe me that there is no comparison.
Is that possible? Well it must be.
And I wish he would believe me that there is no comparison.
Too Unbelievably In Love...
Maybe I'm Amazed - Jem
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Love Me All The Time
Maybe I'm Afraid Of The Way I Love You
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Pulled Me Out Of Time
And Hung Me On A Line
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way I Really Need You
Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe I'm A Lonely Girl
Who's In The Middle Of Something
That She Doesn't Really Understand
Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe You're The Only Man
Who Could Ever Help Me
Baby Won't You Help Me Understand
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You're With Me All The Time
Maybe I'm Afraid Of The Way I Leave You
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Help Me Sing My Song
Right Me When I'm Wrong
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way I Really Need You
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Love Me All The Time
Maybe I'm Afraid Of The Way I Love You
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Pulled Me Out Of Time
And Hung Me On A Line
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way I Really Need You
Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe I'm A Lonely Girl
Who's In The Middle Of Something
That She Doesn't Really Understand
Maybe I'm A Girl And Maybe You're The Only Man
Who Could Ever Help Me
Baby Won't You Help Me Understand
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You're With Me All The Time
Maybe I'm Afraid Of The Way I Leave You
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way You Help Me Sing My Song
Right Me When I'm Wrong
Maybe I'm Amazed At The Way I Really Need You
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