Too far away

I know, I know...it's been a while. Not that anyone ACTUALLY reads this anyways.

Things are...difficult. This last week was really hard with some discussions that were had. I'm not dealing very well with the distance of my relationship anymore. I thought I would get used to it, and it would get easier. But it's not. It's getting harder. And the end of October doesn't seem any sooner than it was about a month ago. I hate missing him. And I hate missing his family, and my family, and both our home towns. It's really hard to be stuck in the middle. I want to be one place or the other. Not in this stupid city.

But with that said, things as difficult as they are, I obviously am more in love with Colin than I've ever been with anyone. That's what makes it so hard for me to be away from him. I told his mom...that someday I'd like to marry him. And she seemed pleased. And when I told Colin that I told his mom that, he said that she already knows thats his plan. *insert girly excited squeal here* Things are good.

October please hurry.